Always

2006-01-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

Seriously, today's not a very good day for me... That weird customer... arghhh... My blood really boils when I mention that stupid, crappy uncle.... He left his things at my counter forget to take, then cause there's a really long queue so I didn't bother to check if they brought everything with them, I mean, it's common sense to take what you buy rite... Then when I found out he left it behind, he should have gone quite far... Then when you comes back you know what he said.... Miss, you NEVER GIVE me my things... I don't think your attitude is right, I can tell that you're annoyed that the previous guy gave you a lot of coins but you also cannot anyhow throw your temper on me... You know how angry I was? I really wanted to tell him.... Excuse me SIR, firstly I DID NOT throw your things, if you SEE where I throw maybe you WON'T FORGET to TAKE IT!!! Secondly, I am NOT ANNOYED! I may LOOK annoyed but that's the look I'm BORN WITH... Maybe you'll want to provide me money for PLASTIC SURGERY so that I look GLAD!!! Don't you think it's irritating... Picking on the people with No Uniform... We may be new but we're not idiots nor are we 3 yr old kids... For God sake check on yourself before you start commenting on other people! Seriously, that was the MOST sickening thing that happen! At least the day was not that bad... i thought i have $20.10 less but after counting through the money again i found the money and got $2 excess... hurhur... hopefully i don't strangle that stupid uncle in my dreams tonight... cause that will be a pleasant NIGHTMARE! Pray Hard I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-02T05:37:00.000-08:00

It's been quite sometime since i updated my own blog but i'm really busy and not in the mood to blog. Well, now that i'm back with an update it don't mean that it'll last. I'm due back to work tml afternoon and well, it's going to be really tough from what i heard. But well, i'll do my best. I know it's a little late but well happy 2006! I'll try my best to do more updates on this so, please bear with me. Even though i'm really sure no one's going to read this, so i'm just writing for a little pleasure.... haha... what crap.... anyway, life's as per normal nothing much for me to say but i'll make a major update when something huge come up which i'm not sure what it's going to be at the moment....

2005-11-15T02:46:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back for an update... been coping with the big O... well, it's going to be over soon... thank goodness.... i'm almost dying from just reading those books and books.... i'm just waiting to burn all my books after the exams, then maybe i'll have a cleaner desk... those who've been to my house you should know that my desk is filled with all sorts of books throughout the year. This would be a good chance of getting rid of them... haha... hmm, let's see... i intend to get Harry Potter the book (like finally), then go to the salon(totally not my idea), watch Harry Potter the movie, go for grandmother's birthday dinner (main aim for the salon thingy) then go for Chalet.... best part of it... haha... which is extremely cool... then, i'll plan the rest of it later since i'm debating on a really weird part time job... then maybe i won't have a lot of free time... but then again, i can do lots of things within the holidays... still i'll have to get a Job.... though that'll have to come after all the fun.... haha.... But still, it'll all be over in the blink of an eye, so why bother think so much? Some things will eventually come up isn't it? Anyway... Members of Fantasy have better keep your December free.... cause we will need to think of a date for that Chalet.... haha... that's all i think, i have to get back to my books for now...

2005-10-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

http://www.black-beads.net/jay/quiz/quiz1.html

Okay, you can get quiz on Jay there... there's 1 to 5 i think... good enough rite... can know alot of things that's common between you and Jay, Well, Huifang, this is for you... :p dont' say i ill-treat you hor... haha... i know you won't de lar... Enjoy... haha... it says i have Jay's shy personality (like real), then i am most suitable with Jay's black straight hair (I'll like that), I'm very obsessed with Jay (that's fine...) and i am most like Jay's An Hao MV that female lead... (ruien) Haha... i just think that it is interesting... that's about it.

2005-09-30T20:50:00.000-07:00

I'm back to post. Exams are round the corner and we're all studying like crazy. Life is so much different from a few years ago and it'll be different the next year as well. That's life, Ups and Downs are always unexpected. But still we have to get pass it don't we? Trying to find something else to do. Will it be different? I guess not. It's always the same, you still have to go through the many different unexpected things in life. But i believe that after getting pass all the unexpected, we will grow up to know different things. Just the way i did. Being single is good and it'll remain this way for quite sometime. Liking someone would be another issue. Being with someone, that's a tough test... Going through all these will make one think exam is a simple issue. Don't you think? Good luck for exam ppl

Change of blog skin again

2005-08-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

I had a change of skin again, so this time, midi's not there, but i'll add a radio blog soon. So there's going to be a lot of noise in here, hopefully... if i get it done... haha... addicted to project superstar as well as stressing out for my work. But i'm handling it all fine... btw, if anyone's free... pleae sms me... i'm like so damn bored but don't send too much lar... my workload is already too much to handle... Hmmm wants to watch the movie drink, drank, drunk think it's kinda interesting. Anyone interested can contact me, then we'll have a movie outing... haha... ok, i know i'm not suppose to be doing this and study, but hey, i'm overstress here... too much work, too little time is my new everyday phrase. See! i don't even have time to update my blog! After my O i'll have a lot of things to do but top of my list, is to clear my extremely untidy room. My mum's telling me that my table will collapse one of these days if i don't clear all the rubbish out... haha...but nvm...I'm used to it, as long as i can find my things in there, i'm fine with it, but i am determined to clear it up cause it's too much of a mess. Maybe that's why i always get scolded... they always say a female's room should be clean and all but hey, where do you get the time to clean all that mess? I mean, i am busy enough... But, anyway... i still have to do it... Haha... Okay, i'm updating blog when i'm suppose to do my coursework which is giving me headaches... but, never mind. Get used to it... it'll be over before i know it... i'm just comforting myself, don't have to tell me anything about that being fake, cause i know... haha... Suddenly i think i'm typing a lot today, what is so wrong with me... hmm... maybe i'm just too hyper.... haha... since no one ever reads this, i think i can crap all i want... lalala... for those who read, well there's nothing interesting in here am i right? my life is just plain boring, but i hope it'll get better... that's hopefully... will update soon... BB

Leon

2005-08-05T04:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back... with my comp... yea... so happy... haha... well, when i was coming home today, i met Leon Lim from Project superstar... he look sooo cute in person... hehe... And, i can't believe i met him downstairs... at the void deck of my house!!! he was just sitting there.... I just arrived and i heard his voice, was really surprise and i wasn't really sure if that's his voice anyway, so i went over to see. And there he was sitting there with his friends... OMG.... Shocked... haha... okay, luckily he didn't see me, or i'll look like the freak who's standing there staring at him, haha... awww.... anyway, the class is going to Sentosa on Wednesday, after National Day... a lot of the teachers are going, Mr Koh, Mr Tan, Miss Khai and Miss Lim... the others i'm not too sure... haha... they're going to do the national day dance at the beach... haha, hopefully... someone bring the video camera please... i want to watch... haha... may change my blogskin again due to the project superstar... haha... cause i'm so addicted to it already... will update soon

2005-07-28T02:06:00.000-07:00

I haven't been updating my blog for quite sometime as my modem is down... bad news isn't it... well, i'm currently updating in school... stealing time from my fn... hopefully no one knows about it... haha... nah, it's okay, we're staying overtime to do this... been really stress, can't meet the due date... really upsetting... and i'm going crazy if this continues... anyway, i'm due for my piano practical exam this saturday... :p nervous man... hehe.... it's kinda scary when you keep thinking that the date is so near... what if i freak out and play alot of weird weird things... isn't that bad? oh my... terrible... have to de-stress if not, you guys out there will really have to visit me at woodbridge already... haha... but don't worry... i'll try not to be there. Well, have to go check on my other blogs already.. will try to sneak a post or two during my next lessons... 881

Escape

2005-07-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

Went to escape with fang today... met olinda in person and well daphane if you don't count the distance... It was kind of fun. Met Michael and he bullied my cousin.... but since the young boy don't mind, i can't say much... but later, he told me he like the kor kor... both of them say each other cute, haiz... they really can be brothers seriously... Well, i got 2nd for the race... mainly cause i have Michael "supporting" me... distract my attention lor... but well, i'm not gonna tell him that. hehe.... well, we didn't really have A LOT of fun cause it's so extremely crowded... but we're definately going back there after the exams... it'll be less crowded... :) Though i'm thinking i want to work there after exams... hehe... Oh... and we have to go for concert rehersal tml... damn, have to rest soon. cause we're going to have a whole day of practise tomorrow... how sad.... which reminds me, i need to change my costume... something black... hehe.... and i have to do my FN paper... no wonder i'm over-stressed, but today is definately relaxing... a day at escape, I'M LOVIN' IT.... Wanna go for more.... Yeah.... haha.... when i find the chance, i'll go with someone else... hopefully... :) well, hope you ppl like my new blogskin, had a hard time searching for it...

Live life as it is

2005-07-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

The new phrase he told me today... well, happy about it. At least we're kinda like friends now rite... better than just, one word from me and none from him. Not exactly sure what kind of relationship you call this but, i'm still glad. Well, the doctor say i'm over stress and i say i sure am.... currently coughing like crazy... Woa... better get well before the concert or i'm soooo dead.... too bad he can't be there... even though i really hope to see him. Impossible.... why would he be there? we're nothing to him rite... not even friends... Anyway, kynan is cute... hehe... not tell you who he is... :) don't worry, i'm not in love with him... he's just a kid... hope he's not reading this... but i doubt he will anyway... haha... oh yea... anyone interested... please go for the concert... it's on 5th July 7.30pm at Victoria concert hall.... can call me for tickets... k... hope to see you ppl there... it's $12 per ticket...

Camp

2005-06-02T19:35:00.000-07:00

Hey, i'm here at camp... but i'm going home today... for some reason, Sebastian told Martin to let me sing as one of the soloist for july concert... and it's Grease... Glad that i am able to do it but... why me? it was suppose to be just Valerie and Roystonn... then they had to go add in me and Daniel... (-.-"), so i'm drag into this... Martin's coming again later to help us with the skit... but... i'm currently in a state of "lost voice" i didn't even shout, and i sounded horse after i wake up. Better go get PI Pa Gao... or i'll be dead... thing is, they wanted dance steps for the concert, and how is that possible? Damn... guess it means i'll be really busy... memorising stuff... and i already forgotten the first sentance of SUMMER LOVIN' haha... interesting rite... remix of songs... anyone else wanna know more, go watch the concert... It's on the 5th of July at VCH... haha... doing promoting here... :p Forgive me... just a little enthu these days... practise makes perfect... gotta start doing serious work... 881

2005-05-11T03:56:00.000-07:00

Had both History and Physics paper today... was really stressed up but some people have to make it worst by delaying our time... we were all made to queue up in the canteen. When it's finally our turn to go up to the hall, she have to say "the LAST class- where the sound comes from" what is that suppose to mean? being in the last class don't mean we always make noise... that is purely discrimination... then they give us an isolated corner, when it's time to go in, we simply can't hear their announcement and it becomes our fault for dragging the time. What logic is this? Unfair treatment fine... but you can't put all the blame on us. Even though we have bad attitude (not that i'm admitting) or bad results, it don't mean that we can be bullied... we're still humans... if you want to bully someone, get yourself a husband and have a child... bully that husband and your family. or say if others were to say that about your family... what will you feel? think about that before you talk to other people in that poor attitude of yours

2005-05-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the day... English Mid-year... Well, for someone whose english is not very good, i'm surprisingly not nervous at all. But, why? Hmmm i should think about this. Well, i have to take the bus tomorrow... and... i'm suppose to be in bed, but who cares... Haiz, let's just hope tomorrow's question will not be tough... Mrs Poh does have high hopes on the class, although she does mention that we're not working hard enough... at least we've tried... or some of us tried... For this, i'm hoping for the best... i'm running out of ideas for compo and i don't think i'll do well for it, but as they say. Confidence is important, so... I'll say Okay, i'll pass that darn paper... not A but pass... maybe a B. I admit, i'm being lame... anyway, i wish all Good Luck.

2005-05-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

Why can't she be like some normal mum? Instead of someone who's understanding, she must be the one that's forcing me to do all the things that i don't want to do. I'm being locked up in my room while she's outside with her friends singing karaoke... Sometimes i do wonder, am i realyl her daughter... why must i be treated so bad. So i do treasure the time i get alone, when she's not around or when i'm out with my friends. I feel that i totally have no freedom. She simply checks on my everything. What for? So that i won't disgrace her infront of her friends. What the crap... I'm nothing but a machine to her. I'm not flesh and blood instead, i'm just a robort made to make her proud, something that she can show off to her friends. What am i? I don't feel human anymore. I'm just... just... nothing.... a nobody... What kind of life am i living? Is it fair? I can't stand this anymore... one of the days, i'll either leave home or i'll just go kill myself... That's a faster way out of this isn't it?

Birthday

2005-04-29T00:40:00.000-07:00

Going through something really interesting, I have 3 ladies (members of Fantasy: Michelle, Melody & Nicole) Cooking in my kitchen as I'm typing this.... Fried Rice... And soup... Haha... Interesting.... Hope my kitchen stay "safe" haha... They're going to kill me if they read this. I'm just suppose to sit here and enjoy myself... While they cook???? I think I'd rather stay in the kitchen and keep an eye on them... Ha... Got a really cool present from huifang... Thanks, I love hearts... Well, the reason that I'm here is that they force me to... Cause they don't let me stay in the kitchen... But... They won't succeed... hahaha... Going to stare at them through... Muahahaha... okay, gtg

2005-04-20T03:01:00.000-07:00

Had a change of blogskin again, cause i'm a little tired of seeing Taufik all the time... no offence ok... Anyway, Mr Koh showed us the trailler of Initial D the movie... oh man... i want to watch... quite a lot of us are interested... some for the actors... (Jay Chou, Edison Chen, Shawn Yue...) and the others for the cars... Seriously, they have pretty cool cars in that movie, and the roads... wow.... It's the coolest thing on earth ( coolest road on earth).... Rosnah is really excited about the show, being the great Jay Chou fan... haha... Okay, okay... don't really know what to write about... only, Shuwei and Niunai had a quarrel again... haiz... those two... when they're fine, they're like superglue, when they're not, they're like magnets of the same poles... At lost when it comes to handling them... Anyone have suggestions? If have, please tag me... Exams are coming and i'm, still slacking... so guess i'll have to work harder before i break... nah, won't break that easy... haha... but why does exam haveA to fall on my birthday? That is so unfair... then again, life is always unfair... too bad, i guess... haiz... all right, i really have to go study... if my grades drop, i'm so dead.... Wish me luck

Him again

2005-04-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

He appeared in school today again... i went home late today and as i came out, i saw him out there. I can't believe my eyes that he's before me. Rare to see him in school... Should be the 2nd time. He looks really different today, very different from the last time i saw him... :) don't really know what else to say... My life is just normal, only busy... workload is really heavy from now... not sure if i can handle it, stress... i should find time to sleep early but cause my neighbour is coming over, i can't... she's about 1 years old... a really cute girl who don't really like ppl to carry her... shy i guess. But for some reason, she's coming over later... Haiz... got to go she's at the door... hehe

SYF Silver

2005-04-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

Came back from Singapore Conference hall... With a Silver for SYF. We were all so really happy that we screamed on the spot although we're not suppose to. Who cares... at least we maintain our standards... Anderson Sec was there too and i saw/ i think i saw Jia Hao from Aps. Anyone knows if he went to Anderson? Cause Margiee said it wasn't him but i still think it is him. The 6-10 Jia Hao btw... hehe... can't believe he's in choir but they score a Gold, congrats... After a whole lot of hard work, this is finally over. We can all take a break a really short break cause there's still the July concert. Argh... still haven't finish my physics homework but i'm really really tired... how can i complete it... argh... sleepy like don't know what... Mr Goh is getting nervous about his choir and i use his words against him. RELAX.... but i do wish bps good luck, believe in yourself and you can do it. Haha... like magic, something heavy seems to be off my shoulder once we pass this... It's still hard work...What am i talking about? too sleepy? i think so.... haha... i won't rate the performance today as great but still we did what we can. i believe that our juniors are able to do a lot better than us or at least stay at the same standard, i'm not trying to stress them out or anything but we should do what we are able to and try to do better and not just saying that we can't do it (Like what titus did... he said we won't make it X) trust is the keyword, isn't it? Now that SYF is over, we're welcoming Anthony into Alto... haha... *applause* his voice is breaking.... so, good for us. Hopefully he stays in choir... haha... ahhhh, okay, i gtg complete my homework somehow, or i'll be dead by tomorrow... no... is i won't live till tomorrow... haha... once again, good job all PV members and to those who have yet go, good luck...

Boring Day

2005-03-21T06:21:00.000-08:00

Boring... well, lessons are as usual, so nothing special... only, i'm not too sure when is the chinese test... and :P i didn't study for it... shucks, i'm bound to do badly for this. Nvm... there's always a last minute revision. I just know that in my family, there's a lady who wanted a daughter badly, but as both her child is male, she gave them femine names... According to my mother, that is the reason she pass away a few years ago. Now, her two sons have a step-mother. It wasn't really bad considering that they were both a lot older than me. Talking about her sons, it's kind of embaressing. outside the "cremation hall" i thought that the younger son was my cousin, so i "cling" onto him and cried. My female cousin was all hugging one another and he just happens to be beside me... what to do? I didn't realised it until he talked but who cares... i'm still crying... btw, if you're reading, sorry i wet your shirt... hope you don't mind... He, also happens to be the guy in my previous update... haha... but... he won't remember so... who cares, i still wants to be his bridesmaid... Well they were joking the other day, my eldest female cousin and him... they were hubby here, sweetie there... ewww mushy... then my cousin's bf came in other not to get him jealous, he pouted... yeah, pouted... funny... then he said really loudly, "Nvm, i'll go find someone with no bf" haha... stupid lame.... he's so sad that he have to come fight with me over the plate of Bee Hoon i'm eating... Ending up, we have to share... i was really hungry... :( All the same, we were still friends i guess... Somehow, i hope to see him soon... but is there such a chance? I don't know

Sad...

2005-03-20T03:56:00.000-08:00

Just came back from malaysia, after attending my uncle's funeral... there, i met someone that i like, or... used to like... know him since young, but i don't remember his age. And i don't think he remembers me... Still remember the first time we met... i was a 4 yrs old little girl, ugly girl cause of the thick frame specs i wore then... and he, was i guess a pri school really nice guy. My uncle brought me to his mother's place along with a few of my cousins. By nature, all the little kids will stick together and get to know each other. As the youngest, i was often the quiet one. He on the other hand, wasn't the eldest either but he's quite popular. My cousins tried to pull me into the conversation but i wan't really involved... they were all at least 4-5 yrs older than me... we were often there for that few weeks, and we eventually got to know each other well, once, he accidentally made me fall and left a scar on my leg. Who wouldn't cry when it hurts like hell... well, he got scolded for it and i can tell he's sorry. Before i got home, he gave me his own box of candy as an apology, i didn't take it cause they don't get sweets that often. It was then, my uncle played a joke on us. I still remember him saying "If she can't get married cause of that scar you cause her to have, you'll have to marry her okay..." We still don't get the meaning of marry then, so "blur-ly" he agreed... haha... it's lame when you think of it now. The scar is still on me but he's forgotten me, i guess and Our uncle is gone. I realise, that things changes much faster than you expect them to. We should treasure the people around us, before anything happens. As for him, i don't think i'll be seeing him again will I? i doubt it... but if i do, i'll remember the times we spent the last 2 days, where we have to eat from the same plate and stay at the same place. He was even there when we cried... and, for my nose... i will remember his smell cause someone i know smells the same... as for his warmth, i don't think i'll ever feel it again...... It's time to start anew to begin life with a new belief...

Busy day

2005-03-14T04:44:00.000-08:00

Been in school for almost the whole day, first for physics then choir. Bps choir came over for an exchange... we sang sunset together and they're version is way slow... Why can't Martin play it... then we can sing our version... hehe... Been really tired cause i'm woken up at 1,2 and 3 am in the morning by my cousin... But, they won't be here tonight... going to the hospital... so, maybe i'll have a better sleep tonight. Found out some really interesting things today...but still can't figure it out... haha... been really SLOW~~~ recently... haha... okay, i admit i'm lame, lame and lame... for those who know... september 22 sounds awfully familiar... but i don't really know what it is... can someone tell me? Or is it just me, forgetting my dates and stuff... Well, been searching for a new blogskin, but can't seem to find one i like... so i'll stick with this for the time being, cause i kinda like the song, though i've heard it thousand times... sure you guys have too... haha... Been really cooped up with choir and my FN... so, aren't really free... been looking for time to go swimming but can't seem to find the time... haiz... forget it... i'm off to get some precious sleep... i can't stand it anymore.... *yawns*

L1R5, bad

2005-03-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

I am again updating this in school... we're all going to re-do the task analysis for Fn... haiz... it's really tough but i think we can still manage. A lot have happened at home and it's really stressful for me... hard to concentrate on my work. Since holidays are coming, i may have some time off... when, i don't know... but i'll be packed with choir practises... which is not really a bad thing... like i mention, we all want to do well at SYF. Anyway, i'm trying to focus on my studies now. So, hopefully i can score better for my mid-year. a 22 for L1R5 isn't really what i expected... in fact, it's better... but i hope to score better, so i can get into the course i want... which is a secret at the moment... hehe... nah, just kidding. Those who interested can ask but i won't tell everyone... it just depends... Haha... okay, i got to start work, or it'll be terrible... haiz... haha.... will try to update soon... :)

SYF--- concert

2005-03-08T01:18:00.000-08:00

Shucks... i tried updating in school and changing the blog skin but it doesn't work... so now, i'll have to redo a blog skin.... and re-type my update.... too bad... isn't it? Well, i'm still a little stressed about SYF... thinking of the pass and the amount of training that we did the last time compaired to now, it's really different... i still remembered how we got dumped by the conductor when it's really near SYF.... and the other came to the rescue... i don't know about the juniors... but the seniors really know how bad that felt... We really want to have something great happen before we leave the school, before we leave choir... i know the July concert is something big, but it's a dream that we have... my 4 years in peirce, i know that choir have been the really bad CCA that many look down upon... well, that was then but we did improve... and i don't want it to go down just like that... If we failed to achieve something good for SYF, i can't imagine how sad our teachers would be... Mrs Chew, Miss Wong, Mrs Tan, Miss Dawn Wong, and Miss Lau who really cared for us... and, our conductor? Pianist? I don't really know how to tell the juniors to start working hard other than to scold them... there's nothing i can do really, it all depends on their will and how hard they want to work... If we tell them to work and they don't do it, there's no point in doing so... isn't it?

O level result 2004

2005-02-27T16:24:00.000-08:00

Trying to update in school... with laptop... muahaha... lame... (-.-") okay... forget it, there's something that i really don't understand of a gal... athough i'm female as well... how can someone have a bf and stil thinking of another guy? Well, i'm not aiming at anyone, so don't think too much k... if anyone knows of a answer can tell me? Feelings at heart are hard to understand but if you're already with someone, what can't they forget the other person? Weird isn't it? Today is the release of 'O' level results.... wonder how they're going to fair, cause i'm already worried and nervous for them, okay, just a few of them like my seniors andfriends... him too of course... haha... i'm just plain being lame... why? i dunno... okay, lesson's over, i got to run... just wish all seniors, may your results be good... buai...

Stress

2005-02-19T06:59:00.000-08:00

It have been sometime since i updated... well is feeling sick but i guess i'll be recovering soon... anyway, life is still as boring. But it's my O level year, what can i do? Strive hard and prepare to suffer... haha... Whatever... not sure why, but i'm not myself recently, been really really lame... what is this all about. Perhaps something happen and i don't know... just feel uneasy... My mum's trying to make me be a teacher after the Os... Teach chinese... i don't even know what i can do after that, but it maybe something. Although i do have a idea... a far away idea and ambition that i don't think i can fufil. There won't be such a chance... or at least i think there won't. Since young, that have been my dream and hope but i didn't have the courage to persude my parents that the idea is right. But now, i don't even think that it's possible. Ppl often say that to be able to fufill your dreams, you have to work hard towards it... but am i working hard enough? i don't know either, but even though i say it, i can't find the time to do it. Things are getting further from me... it's tough... but i will try.... Wish me all the luck

Nose Test????

2005-02-12T21:56:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!! YEAH!!! Okay, i'm being lame... pretty much happen when i'm away rite.... Nvm, my nose was again put to the test and passed. For those who don't know, i have a pretty sensitive nose. When i was at TP with madeleine and su fong, the first thing i said when i step in was "Why do I smell Mr Koh?" they still thought that i'm joking but when we're having lunch, Mr Koh and Mr Tan (the Gays) walked passed.... we were totally laughing like mad.... that's the first. Second was when i'm at my grandma's house... i just walked out of my room and shouted (yes, i shouted) "I Smell Jun (my elder cousin who's a EXTREME fan of JAY CHOU) coming" and he came knocking on the door.... haha... he just came in and asked how come i know he's there... well he still can't believe i can smell him... hehe... believe it or not, he smells like some flowers or something.... i'm suspecting he uses female perfume but he won't tell me... but any case, i won a few hundred dollars from him. Muahahaha... But he did taught us a few things about steamboat.... we "bbq" pork liver, button mushroom... and that long mushroom... whatever it's called.... abalone, vegetable, fishballs....meatballs... that's about it... we even tried bee hoon, but it's really taste bad... don't try... but the liver was nice.... but cause the "bo liao" cousin who threw those things in, the 5 youngest cousins, had to finish everything up... till we're like bloated... how fair is that? Hmpf.... Next time, i'm stuffing them with all the food... Well now that i'm back, i have to start work on the task analysis... my 'O' level FN paper.... haiz... what to do.... for exam, die also must do lor...

Happy New Year!

2005-02-03T23:09:00.000-08:00

It've been quite some time since i updated my blog.... cause i'm really tired these days, for some reason that is... Now that new year is coming, i'll wish you guys happy new year! Anyway, Mr Koh came back er..... was it yesterday? i guess so... finally.... we don't have to tolerate... that... that.... person... haha, kinda mean... sorry about that... been in a Jay Craze recently, can tell but i'm not exactly sure why. Haha... well, we've been talking about class T-shirt, design... i'm not telling in case there's other class ppl here... you'll see... or even something else... i'll have to talk to mr koh, why am i the one? i dunno... maybe i got more things to say? haha, what a fake... got the Fn 'O' levels paper... haiz, have to start work already... why must i be in sec 4, can't i be sec 3 last year and just skip sec 4? Dream on.... too bad, i may not be in school on Friday, cause i'll be enjoying myself in Malaysia... YEAH!!!!! A day without torture.... eh... isn't it cooking period? nvm, i'll give it a miss. Ahhh.... shucks, just found out that i'll be missing the finale of a show...damn... so not fair... arghhh.... suay lar.... but.... haiz... forget it... treat it as, nothing lor.... what to do?

recuriting the Sec 1s

2005-01-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

We recruited so many Sec 1s and i just hope they don't run away soon that is... well, life's kind of weird recently, or you can say i'm still not used to NOT having the seniors around.... and being the seniors ourself... Last Year? Yah.... what to do? study... but the thing is, i can't get anything into my head... Mr Koh have to go for reservist at this period of time... why can't they set a rule teachers can be excused from reservist... to think i still have to put up with that lame relief teacher that wanted to take over people in our lifes... but the thing is, she's too lame.... if you know who is it, shut up.... don't spill... Our Class is still like before and Jean is having some trouble with the workout and 2 "imps" is out to get her.... how am i to help? All i can do is try to avoid them whenever it's possibble... I think it's better to ignore the fact that they're irritating and try to concentrate on the workout, cause that's more important than anything else... don't you people think so too?
Talk about Sec 4s.... it just reminds me of him... when am i able to see him again? Maybe never... there isn't any events nearing that can make him come back, chinese new year? Nah.... guess i'll just have to wait and maybe he'll come back to school often... but i can tell he isn't that kind who will come back when he's free.... that's one of the thing that we're different in.... haha.... nvm....

School Starts...

2004-12-30T01:50:00.000-08:00

School is starting soon and it's time to start working hard... once again that is... life is never easy isn't it? i just hope that things will be better in the new year... or i'll be having headache for quite some time... who knows... maybe it'll be even worst... haiz... right now, i'm just concentrating on finishing my holiday assignments... and well... work on choir stuff... there's still a lot more for us to do you know... practise still have to go on due to SYF and our performance at VCH... it's definately worth all the work but can we handle it is another problem... i just hope we will be better than the previous year and not let the people who have helped us down

Carolling wonders

2004-12-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Went out for two carolling performance today... Firstly it was NYJC ALUMNI choir at Harbourfront then is Notations at Bugis Junction. The NYJC ALUMNI choir is really nice... me and madeleine counted only like... 17 members and they were loud... really loud... the performance is like so cool... If only our choir can be like that... Notations on the other hand, haha... they were like so cool... A capella Carols... so nice.... And Mr Goh or should I say Mr Benedict Chou sang Long Juan Feng again... haha... but nice... nice... After the performance, we went back with Mr Goh and we crack all the lame riddles... guess the mrt should be thinking "What are those three weirdos laughing at..." haha... But... what else can they say? The weird ppl... hehe.

Performance

2004-12-15T06:45:00.000-08:00

Went for choir performance at bugis... and wow... choir was LOUD... can't believe it... mostly due to joo hiang, she's screaming with them and at them after that... hehe... can't really say much... i've been asking her to stop, just that she won't listen to me... haiz... what to do? Nothing lor... haha... gtg...

Performance date

2004-12-13T18:56:00.000-08:00

Recently, a lot of performance came up... well not A LOT but it's enough to stress us out... 2 more to go... both at Bugis... which is tomorrow... wah.... haha... been sick for quite sometime so i can't sing. Being the page turner, which is quite fun actually, at my position i can hear all sorts of things coming from the choir... not sure if i'm going to be page turner again... cause i'm getting the lung infection back... doctor says if i'm not careful, i may end up in the hospital. Haiz.... that is so sad....
Anyway, Sims, why you want me to talk more about Michael and Allan? That's all i have to say... cause i don't know anything more about Allan but Michael, you can have his profile if you want... or hp number... seems like you interested in them... hehe but then you no chance already, Michael have stead which is still something hard to believe... hahaha... Allan.... no idea, you can go find out yourself... Oh, and for your information. Melody knows more about him that i do, she got his address!!! Haiz... nvm.... nvm... he said something damn lame to me er.... yesterday. I was totally shocked... cause i told him about my blister and lost of voice, and he said.... "Sayang you... poor thing" 0_0 I don't know what to say but laugh.... haha... if you're free can go watch choir performance... k....

15 & 16 December (Wed & Thurs)
6.30pm
Bugis Junction

2004-12-07T01:01:00.000-08:00

Went to escape yesterday and met a bunch of extreme lame girls... They were totally flirting with that guy there. Not sure if he knows but it's kind of obvious to us. Where ever he is, you can catch a glimps of them. One of them even took his photo... stupid isn't it... They don't even know his name... haha... It was fun if it didn't rain that much. But come to think of it. If it didn't rain, we won't witness the funny flirt... And, we won't know a new friend... Michael. He's kind of funny and a little lame... but he's a really fun guy. Joking with us and all... we even told him about those flirty girls that we saw and he was kind of excited at seeing them... haha... when he did, he made fun of them by saying on the loud speaker "Girls who like Allan, if you want his number, i can give it to you" haha... but i don't think they know Allan's name... it's just a guess... but when he said girls who like Allan, they really turn back... haha... it's such a funny sight... our group even had a bet on Allan's age but none of us got it right... who knows he's only 16... haha. OH! To the dearest Nicole who may be reading this... I DO NOT like anyone of those 2 guys.... Not Allan and definately not Michael. They're cute... but not my type... I was thinking of introducing Allan to Michelle, what do you think? Comments are welcome... haha... And don't you worry, we don't have to go all the way to escape....but then again, they're working... hmmm... i'll think of a way... or should i say i have a way... haha... Eh, i even know Michael same horoscope as me... Haha.... okay, i'm being lame here rite... nvm... like huifang say lamerrox.... who cares if i'm being lame... just want to write it all down before i forget it.... nvm... Msn me if you want to know more k

2004-11-25T22:51:00.000-08:00

Came back from camp yesterday and after watching Singapore Idol, i slept all the way to noon today. Guess I was really really really tired... Things at camp were interesting but wehave to clear everything after them. I still remember the first night where 5 of us girls (Leaders) didn't really get to sleep and spend our time in the canteen. But i still don't get why they're all screaming that they're cold... I have to say, sleeping in the canteen is fun. One of the reason, you can see Scouts running around. We even tricked them. But they were a little pitiful cause they can't sleep... so, we thought of a little idea that if they sleep, we'll shout Ivan's name and it really work... We're were trying to help them... They'll get punished if they're caught sleeping... so, we're doing something good
Choir Idol was just as fun. Lucius the MC was totally shocked and funny on "stage". The judges were trying to be Florence Lian, Douglas O and Ken Lim... but hey come to think of it, Ben and Ken... rymes... they tried all the funny stuff... so, what can we say but FUN! Even though camp is over, we have to prepare for performance at Serangoo Country Club. Well, a little busy but we can handle... I do pity them when Miss Lau scold them but if those ppl don't appriciate the camp that we prepare so hard for, there's nothing for me to say. I just hope that they will learn to see how much we have all done for this.... haiz... forget it, i'm going back to sleep... this is killing me...

2004-11-20T01:46:00.000-08:00

Went to the movies with Su Fong and her friend yesterday... We watched the Incredibles... And the show is really incredible... Cause it's really funny... And it really brighten up my day... Better still, Sylvester got into Finals!!! How cool... But quite a lot of ppl dislike him... Not sure why? I read the newspaper today and saw that he got involve in his parent's case of bankrupt or something... If that's really going to affect him in Singapore Idol, I think that it's really unfair. After all, he don't know anything about it. All he did was help his mother issue a cheaque... That will be so unfair... But hopefully, he'll win the competition... Next thing that I have to handle is Choir Idol and the up coming camp. Should be interesting I guess... Can't wait... :)

2004-11-10T20:42:00.000-08:00

Back from a day at school. Phone broke down... (damn) Things were quite okay except the details in Choir. Things were all with Margareth and she's away in Indonesia. That left us to be quite confuse. We have to pass them the packing list. This made us all very busy today. And we have no choice but to change things here and there so that Sam Ann can do a program booklet. Me on the other hand will have to finish the treasure hunt by this week or so. At least there's some good things going on. Our group have already select a song to sing for out Choir Idol. And is in the middle of practising. Although we've just started, i can tell that there's improvement. And the song, is really so cool. I heard that Sebastian is singing Only Love Solo... and oh my god... I've no idea what it's going to sound like. Although he's the youngest when they performed it at the Concert but that's not the point. Just... I can't believe it!!! Can't he have a change of song????? In any case, tml is Singapore Idol and the theme is Asian Pop. I can't wait to see it. Sylvester should be singing Jay Chou's An Jing... That is one cool song, he should be able to feature it well i guess... I hope he can stay in the competition till the end. That's about it...

2004-11-04T23:57:00.000-08:00

Watched Singapore Idols not long ago and well, i'm facinated by their performance once again. I believe the funniest part was when Dick Lee said that the song that Sylvester sung (Rock Your Body) was not R&B. That look on sylvester's face was really lame... also, i've read a blog that says she kissed him (Sly) 6 times after one of the performance. After reading it, i really wanted to ask sly "and you just stood there to let her kiss?" i mean don't it feels like so.... being molested? Sounds weird and er... well is it weird... some people are starting to treat these idols as soft toys or something... well, i suggest they go get something else to hug... i mean those are humans... not toys...
If i'm not wrong, 'O' levels starts today... i wish all of them good luck especially him but i doubt he'll need much of it... :) Just wish them and the Idols all the best...

Sly Rox

Boring

2004-11-03T01:18:00.000-08:00

It's yet another one of my boring days... didn't do really mush just chat online, watch tv and sleep... not that i like to sleep... Parhaps i jsut slack all day and read fanfictions... quite cool actually... I found a really touching quote and it says...
Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the
other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are
you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."
I find that it's really meaningful. Those emotional people might feel what the two person's sorrow or so and hey, it's sort of cool isn't it? jsut don't get why they decided to let each other go. maybe there's some story behind it... but then, that's for them to know and us to find out.

2004-10-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

Yet another day have passed. Watched singapore idol reloaded not long ago and saw Maia again. It really is a pity that she got voted out. She does have a really good voice. Anyway, my mood isn't really happy right now. Not sure why but i feel bored more than i feel happy... Or should i say stress. I need to get my stuff ready or i own't be in time for camp. Then again, who's going to help me? I'm on my own again i guess. But well, since i don't really have msuh to do doing the holidays i should be able to handle it... hehe... so, i just drop by to update a little then i'm back to work, work and still work...

Sad?

2004-10-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

Today's the last day of school. We're all feeling quite sad i guess... Although today's the last day of sec 3, we did not see Mr Koh cause he went ROM. Sort of cool. Most of the class made it to 4E next year but not all. So we won't be together next year. To me, the saddest thing should be that i may never see him again. Once holiday starts, i won't be going back to school until 'O' levels is over. And he will not return to school after that i suppose. Although i'll still be able to see him online and all but it's definately different. Seeing him in person, like huifang says give a sort of motivation for me to work hard. Having him in such a good class sorts of means pressure on me. I will work hard from now on. Hopfully, this will not be the last of him. I do wish to see him more often, best if he could go see us carol but i think it's difficult. Why would he go if his batch is not there. If he could, i believe that's the best christmas present for me. Anyway, today's singapore idol result show. Wonder what is it going to be like. I'll keep my finger's cross for Sylvester. He really should get in. Not cause of his looks but cause he really have the voice. Maia too but she got voted out which is a pity. What is singapore coming to? That is so lame. Those who're suppose to be in is out but those that really sucks are still in. Hope they scram soon.... I'll be waiting to see tonight's show, pray hard that it's worth watching.

New Blog

2004-10-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

well, i've gotten a new blog... cause i've given the old one away... hehe... no choice, she older than me... cannot say she bully me or i will kana scolding. Singapore Idol today was so damn interesting... SLY ROX.... :p sorry, kinda got addicted already. hehe... well... i'm still the same old me, just feeling real glad that i got promoted to sec 4 express.. hehe. Got a few really cool movie coming out and i just gotta watch them... Princess Diaries II: Royal engagement and well fine... sharks tale... heard that it's real interesting. That vegetarian Shark caught my attention on the thriller... haha. Looking for someone who's willing to watch it with me... anyone who's interested can just tag my board... tata